he wasn't careful with his claws. and he almost...
[There's a pause as he takes a couple moments to steady himself.]
he grabbed me off the ground, flew me away, slammed me into a wall, and ripped my pants off. it was all really rushed and too fast and i told him to slow down but he wasn't listening and he almost just...
[Another pause to try and keep himself together.]
i shoved him back and he stopped but i couldn't just... he really needed help but... ... i was scared. i was really really scared. what if he hadn't stopped? what if he'd... and all i could think about was getting myself ready as fast as possible so it wouldn't hurt if he tried to do it again... i asked him to go slow and he did at first and i was affected by the event too so it was good for awhile but then after everything was over and stuff faded, it just hurt because... because he wasn't careful with his claws.
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and he almost...
[There's a pause as he takes a couple moments to steady himself.]
he grabbed me off the ground, flew me away, slammed me into a wall, and ripped my pants off. it was all really rushed and too fast and i told him to slow down but he wasn't listening and he almost just...
[Another pause to try and keep himself together.]
i shoved him back and he stopped but i couldn't just...
he really needed help but...
...
i was scared.
i was really really scared.
what if he hadn't stopped? what if he'd...
and all i could think about was getting myself ready as fast as possible so it wouldn't hurt if he tried to do it again...
i asked him to go slow and he did at first and i was affected by the event too so it was good for awhile but then after everything was over and stuff faded, it just hurt because... because he wasn't careful with his claws.